hate=blood
how much blood do you have to lose to die? i keep wondering...if i decied to cutt my wrists i have my vain picked out...pills i have a number...notes i have writen, goodbyes well said....jade i have given a kiss, mother a dirty look. if i wind up tortured in hell, youre bound to hear my screams, in heaven as an angel i'll keep you all safe...i dont know what to think anymore, my thoughts all scrambled. if i do die, do not miss me, do not think i did not care. i just coudlnt think to do it, anymore...if i do live to speak again tomorrow, i'll say im fine and great, but all i'll be doing, is avoiding my fate.
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Gurl dont say that, i used 2 feel liek that but you cant allow them(your family) 2 see you down & thats where they want u at. I dotn want 2 see you hurt or endangering yourself plz go www.RAINN.org or talk 2 someone who can help cuz they have helped me alot, I been 2 counseling it helps sweets*** I will pray 4 you okay?
Dont lose what God has given his life up 4! You mean more 2 him than this.
You are more precious than that. Sometimes the hardest fight is the fight of your life. Sometimes those emotions can run so deep and it hurts and I understand the cutting as I used to do so myself. You can say goodbye but you shouldn\'t. If you need to think of anyone think of Jade. Jade is too little and as much as she loves you and calls you mom she\'s too little to remember you as she gets older. You may never know...your struggles now may help your sister. You may be of comfort to the one you love most in the world. Love her, Love God. You\'re worth more than this. It\'s hard but hang on. You have something in this world to share...you\'re meant for more than that.
thanx guys...
YW:) hope you feel better