hate=blood

how much blood do you have to lose to die? i keep wondering...if i decied to cutt my wrists i have my vain picked out...pills i have a number...notes i have writen, goodbyes well said....jade i have given a kiss, mother a dirty look. if i wind up tortured in hell, youre bound to hear my screams, in heaven as an angel i'll keep you all safe...i dont know what to think anymore, my thoughts all scrambled. if i do die, do not miss me, do not think i did not care. i just coudlnt think to do it, anymore...if i do live to speak again tomorrow, i'll say im fine and great, but all i'll be doing, is avoiding my fate.