Hate

I was very young in when it started. Still in pull ups... It lasted until a last year. I feel stupid that I never said to stop. I was a child, I trusted him, but I never said anything. He'd come in at night to give me a back rub, or have me,come give him one, which circled round. He started touching other places. Sometimes it was in the light of day. He showed me old porn magazines, used a small vibrator on me. It was only 2016 to 2017 that he put his dick in my ass.... I was able to squirm away to stop him from putting it else where. I. Ould never say no, if I tried my mouth felt glued shut. I would roll over and get in a somewhat fetal position. I hate him for all the stuff he did.