Hasnt been a good week

It hasnt been a good week for me. My 2nd cousin died Monday afternoon and I've been dealing with severe pain just about everyday this week. Right now my legs are so tight that walking is really painful. I fell yesterday morning trying to pick something off of the floor because my legs were so weak and shaky from the tightness. I hate having this and dealing with so much pain. I just hope and pray that Christmas isn't like this because I don't want my pain to get in the way of my Christmas. I want what I had back because at that time there wasn't much pain I just got tired easily and couldn't move as fast as everyone else. Right now I can't push off with my legs without extreme pain. Well I think that's it for now feel free to comment.