Harder than i thought

Has anyone ever noticed how hard it is to " Trust God." I mean i really do believe in God but it so hard for me to trust what i cannot see. Well in some things more than others. Well thats what i am working on this week. Trusting that God will lead me through all things. I am feeling relived at the moment liofe is hard but not impossible. I love my family. My baby is getting super huge lol. I have no idea what i am going to do with her. She learns incredibly fast.