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I only exist! I eat I sleep and I wonder around in a daze. There is no living to be done. There is only survival. I have so much love to give but no one to give it to. I have a family but all they want is cooperation someone told me yesterday at least I had a family. In all reality I have relatives who only look at for themselves. So I appreciate all the little messages of support or a simple hug. I know I have to survive to reach a better place but some days are harder than others. Today has been one of those days
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Oh sweetheart.......I\'m so sorry you feel this way..........I\'m lucky to have a wonderful family, a dyfunctional one, but a family none the less. Sometimes I take advantage of that. But I hope that my messages provide some comfort. I\'ll be here if you need me :)
Oh MY Hunny Bunny...I care about you...think Positive thoughts....Take some Deep Breaths...and Picture yourself enjoying some one\'s companionship!! You know the saying...\"If you build it they will come...\" I have to do these same things!! Hope is a Good thing...don\'t give up. cuz if and when you do, that certain someone, maybe just around the corner!! I AM HERE FOR YOU, TOO!
All of us have one of those days sometimes. You can\'t live all the years you and I have lived with a major disabiity and not have feelings like you\'re only surviving. Very hard once parents become older and ill or passed on like mine have. Sisters and brothers have their own lives.So it\'s not easy. Hugs-Stephanie
I have feelings like this often. Like I\'m only surviving. If I didn\'t have my reading, I think I\'d go crazy. Try to find something you like to do. What happened to the painting? I\'m here if you need me.