hard time
today woke up feeling bad sick and tired of not being able to walk and i am sick of it how i wish i could just get up in the morning and go walking,miss my job have loss so many friends after losing my leg and i want my life to go back to what is was so many people tell me i am lucky to be alive and that there are people worse of then me which of course i know but it doesn t make it any easier they just dont understand i still dont understand why it happen to me i am not a bad person so why????????? sick and tired of saying to people o well its only a leg but i ts my leg i feel like if i complain how hard life is i am just being stupid and a sook ot even my dog can make me feel better today maybe i need to get away for good from my boys and partner dont know what to do just know i dont want this life anymore maybe i should just leave forever and then i wont be a burden on any of my family and i dont know why i am feeling like this but all i know its horrible i feel like burning my leg or thorwing it in the bin its brought nothing but pain i just waant my leg and life back please god help me
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sry to hear you feel bad most days i fell the same as you don\'t know what to do either. guess it could be worse one thing i live by is (what dont kill us will make us stronger) i say this everyday and keep going on hold your head up high as say this don\'t give up you come to far to stop now. the lords not ready for you. so just hang in there it wil get better its just a long road . i\'ll pray for you.
Hey , get your ass in a wheel chair so you can move around . Than us that socket that don\'t fit , so be sure to put the socks they gave you on. Call that Prosthetic man and tell him this don\'t fit. When it fits right it feels like it is part of your leg
Joe G
Hey , get your ass in a wheel chair so you can move around . Than us that socket that don\'t fit , so be sure to put the socks they gave you on. Call that Prosthetic man and tell him this don\'t fit. When it fits right it feels like it is part of your leg
Joe G
Hi Lynne.
I don\'t know why this all happened to you. But why not you?
I do know that there is a reason for everythign. I don\'t know the reason things happen to you, or to me, or to anyone else. But there is a reason, and one day you may see what it is.
I doubt that you are a burden to anyone. You have people who need you. Who would look after your boys without you? Yes, maybe they have to do a lot, but who tells them how and when? Your partner, Paul?, needs you. There is a reason he keeps coming home. There is someone there that matters to him.
You told me a while ago that he had stayed with you thourgh a lot of things. He must see something very special in you, or he would not have stayed.
I know it is hard losing friends. I lost soem too. But I have made new friends, and so have you.
Some of my old friends left. Some of my new ones won\'t.
Friends stick by you. If they don\'t stick by you, they were not very good friends in the first place.
Your boys are watching you, to learn how to handle bad times. Show them how to handle bad times.
Helping you is teaching them to help others. Don\'t end the lessons early.
Give your dog a chance. He might help you feel better if you let him. Or is it her?
You are in this situation for a reason. It is probably not because of anything you have done. Bad things happen to good people everyday.
But you may have to get through this before you can look back and see the reason.
Try crutches. Standing up can make you feel better.
I will email you soon.