hard times
Yesterday i became pretty much homeless staying at other ppls house.. thankful but uncomfortable. i have no job and don't even have transportation to and from where i need to get. im feeling so trapped and even in the way. Im staying in an overcrowded house with no money to go anyplace else. I really feel like cutting and i don't have an appetite anymore. when ever i try to have a quiet moment someone will start talking to me. i feel like i need to be alone but theres no place for me to go. Im working my hardest to stay calm and react respectfully. I have a hard time responding properly . i want to just explode but its not possible. im out of control on the inside. :'(
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