hard time
this has been a very hard day for me ...I have been on the brink of crying all day and I haven't been able to get to sleep so I have taking a sleeping pill hopefully in will work and give me a little pease ....I am on a shit load of antiedepresants and this is the best they can do for me .....I think ..my dad ..being ..nearing end of life ..is heavy on me ...but I am happy that my brothers made it posibal for me to travel there to see him one last time ...I need this ...I am full of stress ...and I don't want to go Dowen there and break dowen and be crying at him ...this has been a realy long day ...I think it hasent helped that I have had a bad migrain for the last 4 days .....my angizity is high ......but tomorow is a new day with a new bige ing ..to look forward to ....I am starting to feel tired so I am going to do a little reading and hopefully I will fall to sleep ........what would I do with out you my friends .....take care ...I keep you all in my prayers ...God bless
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sending healing energy prayers, and our best well wishes,wishing you comfort, healing, and peace :) i\'m so sorry, you aren\'t feeling well. i hope you were able to get a good night\'s rest, and feel much better, very soon :) We care about you all, our dear friends, and will always be here for you :)
wishing you peaceful relaxation, and a nice sunday :)
Hope you slept well and awake with new energy and the confiction that you can get through this. Prayers to you and your family.
Sleep is a beautiful thing! I hope you were able to get some quality sleep to put your mind at ease. Praying that you & your family get through these trials & tribulations. Hope you have a beautiful day! I understand about stress & migraines, I\'ve been having those issues for quite some time! Keep us posted!! Blessings & Hugs**** Take Care!!!
musk, it\'s really tough dealing with a parent being in that stage and the cycle of lack of sleep and depression. i hope that you did manage to sleep and clear your heart and mind.
thoughts and prayers are with you. comforting hugs, S~
AWWW SIS ALL THIS BRINGS BACK ALL THOSE MEMORIES OFF MY FATHERS LOSS!,
JUST NO I CARE!!! SENDING YOU GENTLE HUGGLES N CUDDLES KEEPING YOU ALL IN MY HOUGHTS N PRAYERS SWEETHEART IM JUST SO SORRY YOUR HAVEING TOO GO THROUH ALL OFF THIS SIS I TRUELY UNDERSTAND.
HUGGLES N CUDDLES N GOD BLESS XO DC.
PS LEFT MY COMMENT 2 JOURNALS DOWN LUV YA!!!
We love and care about you sweety. Lots of extra hugs for you!!
Thankyou everyone ....I ..have goten some sleep .and have calmed dowen ...but .i kind of feel like an elastic that is stretched to its limits ...and if I don\'t get to my dads ...soon ...somthing might let go ...if he passes ..befor I get there ...but I know ..I will get there in time ...I think I am just stresed ..but better than I was ...thankyou all for being thare for me it means the world to me .....I send you all my love ...and hugs ....I keep you in my prayers ..God bless