Hard living alone with DM

Its been frustrating to honestly say. I have chronic pain in my hands and rashes everywhere. It hurts to do basic things and errands like carrying groceries, opening doors, fishing through my bag and even making a bed and putting on a bra. My family doesn't live near me and my b/f seems to be busy and will be even more so once school starts next week. I am unsure if he really understands what I am going through...he could at least send me a quick message once in awhile, you know? If he has time on Facebook to post things then he deff. has time to say "hi, hope you're good baby." or "I love you and thinking about you, work is busy" But you know whatever...The medications are hard on me with the mood swings and fatigue and seeking medical treatment gets costly. Ive been having to find a second job. All I can do is truck on through. I'm young still, this is so unfair, but whatever life...whatever.  
Maybe I'll just spend more time with friends and kitty cats at the animal shelter...I love the kitty cats..