hard day

dont think i can do this. it felt so good. why cant i just go slow. im upset because she told me to slow down. she was upset cause i told my daughter that we are friends. big deal. i dont lie to my daughter and she is very intelligent and knows something is up. so she was distant the rest of the afternoon. so i was upset but i didnt text nonstop. just asked why she is angry and she just said getting cold not feeling well and then maybe im allegic to your ferrets. so why is this bad. slow your crazy head down. i just get nervous when people act differently. im not secure in anything. one day at a time. sucks