Happy Sunday :) A peaceful, relaxing day, good writings, and TWD tonight :)

Happy Sunday! :) Thank you angel friends :) we're with you, and looking forward to sharing in the upcoming week, with the 4th of July holiday, nature ,gardening, and continued healing progress forward :) i'm feeling stronger today, and i feel like my writings are flowing better as i focus in on getting a good balance, and focusing on my health, and well being :) You all are helping me to focus on very good ,important things, that will continue to help me as each day ,and week goes on :) Thank you angel friends :)You all are helping me to be urgent about things, which is helping me see some progress already being made, including getting respect finally from family, where i need to be respected, and also setting boundaries :) i've been very patient with them for far too long, and i believe the continued urgency, will get me further, and also will help me be able to detach ,from their financial issues :) i'm feeling stronger, because of you all, and you all are giving me this emotional strength, belief, and energy to keep on moving forward, and that this path ,is the right path to be on, that will help me continue to focus on my health, and having peace, joy, and good times to share in :) Thank you all again ,our dear angel friends :) i'm with you all, every step :) we've had some rain here in our area, our plants enjoyed the rain :) Holly and i checked in on our plants ,and also enjoying watching classic episodes of TWD, plus going to watch the new episode of TWD dead city tonight :) Looking forward to the 4th of July, new week, and a really good balance, of focusing on my health, writings, nature, gardening, and peace :)

Hi angel friends :) my family, Holly, and i hope everyone is doing well, healthy, and enjoying a nice day ,and weekend :) We hope all of our Canadian friends, and everyone enjoyed a happy Canada day holiday yesterday :) Wishing everyone a safe, and happy 4th of July holiday this upcoming week :) We look forward to celebrating with everyone :) it's gonna be very nice, sharing in the holiday :) Holly and i are planning to enjoy some foods, and root beer soda ice cream floats :) We've been looking forward to it :) Holly and i enjoyed a very special time last week ,writing holiday cards and mailing out the cards from day to day ,so that they'd arrive in time for the holiday :) We're very happy ,and thrilled everyone is recieving and enjoying their cards :) i've always wanted to write some 4th of July cards, and Holly joined in on the writing fun :) We're looking forward to more writings, all throughout the season :) it brought us a lot of great joy writing and mailing the cards :) Holly and i watched a movie last night, and got much better sleep :) i went to sleep late friday night, and woke up really early yesterday morning ,but got a full 7 hours of sleep last night, and i'm doing better today :)

Your wonderful support, guidance, advice, and comforting care is very special :) Thank you angel friends, very much :) i'm very thankful for you and DS :)i have this really good feeling that i'm having a good break-through with things, when it comes to my family, space, boundaries, and having some urgency ,to show that things really do need to change, and that it's good, and healthy for this change to begin now. i don't like the feelings i had been feeling ,of feeling trapped, and stuck with things. it's unhealthy feeling, andi believe setting a good tone, of urgency, along with speaking up, being heard, is a good first step in things getting more forward, a good path that i make that is healthier for me, and also will benefit me a great deal, for future times. i've been so patient with my family, and i believe urgency, is the way to go with things right now, that will be the theme of things as i go forward more. i've had a whirlwind of emotions, feelings about things, and writing in my journal yesterday, and everyone's support, from you all ,our dear angel friends, from Holly, my mom ,dad, is helping me very much ,and is comforting me forward :)

i'm with you all, and i'm 100% ready to continue to get tougher about things, to put my health first, and to get back all of the joys i lost balance with in my life, due to family putting too much on me, and leaning on me too much. i want this free-ing feeling to continue into this upcoming week, and each week and month forward. i'm glad, and relieved i spoke up to family ,but also my mom speaking up too, to let those family members know, how much i'm affected by them leaning on me, i think for some time ,they had no idea, but it's reaching their thoughts now, that enough is enough, and i'm only one person. it's always in my natural nature to help, and always will be, but helping them got so stressful, anxiety, and filled with resentment, and guilt. it's not healthy, and i'm not gonna put myself, or allow myself to get put through these times from them anymore. i would like a time when those family members, can see me as their brother, uncle, and not just see me as a bank, or all about money, it's not fair. i'd like to see them sometime ,not as burdeners, or borrowers, and for the upset feelings they've brought me so severely, to the point where space/distance away from them, is helpful to me.

i love greeting family ,or saying hi, and would like to do that, without first thinking of how much they've used me, and leaned on me over and over. i'm feeling empowered, and i'm already using the advice, and very helpful support from friends ,my mom ,dad, and Holly, to help me get focused on the times of now, and not letting go of the feelings of urgency, that is needed right now, for changes to happen in a positive way :) Thank you all for always being here for me, our dear angel friends, and for your comforting care in your listening ,supporting, giving your great insight, advice, and letting me know in a very comforting way, i can write, share, and let everyone know if times are rough. Your friendships are an amazing blessing, i'll forever be grateful for, and appreciative of with all of the love of my heart <3 i'll always be here for you all too :) i'm going to keep everyone updated on how things are doing, even if it's a paragraph or two in my journals, along with my other writings about nature, gardening, our weekly traditions, and holidays/birthday's times :) all of the money issues with my family is something i should have written about more, but i'd love to get to the point where that's reversed, so that when i'm not writing about it, it's because i'm in the all clear, and now being heavily leaned on, and only writing about it like i am this weekend, when i really need too :)

it's helping me to unwind from everything, as i felt very frazzled, and unable to focus. it's good, and healthy writing it out, and talking. i think each day, i'll feel better, and more and more focused on most important thing, my health, and also taking time to enjoy the simple joys <3 i'll be getting my money back more, each week, which will bring me the financial security i've earned, with my online earnings, so i can get a proper health insurance, and have money just incase of emergency times, whether it's dental appt, or anything important that comes up :) i like financial security, which is why i'm very upset my family put their financial issues upon me. i have to put Holly, my parents, my self, and our pets here in this household first, so that we have enough, just incase we need the money. their money issues, shouldn't become issues they put upon me. i'm upset, that with my money, their lives have become easier, and my life has become more difficult. it can't be that way anymore, i'm not loaning out money,and i'm continuing with this positive wave of support. i've done all i can do to help them, and i'm not gonna let their issues with money, make life difficult for me. i deserve peace, stability, and to feel relaxed. i need continued healing time, from all i've been put through.

This morning, we had a peaceful sunday, and new day rising and shining :) The month of July arrived yesterday :) we love settling into the new months with everyone, and looking forward to all of the times of the month to share in :) i was up early this morning, after getting better sleep last night, and enjoying some nice time here on DS, writing to friends, and getting ready for my early morning nature walk :) we had some rain forecasted, it was beginning to rain ,which is really good and healthy for the plants, and nature :) i gathered a nice bowl of goodies, and briefly went outside for an early nature walk :) the rain was coming down more and more, i put some goodies by our fruit trees, and also in the bird sanctuary area for our nature friends :) they love gathering the goodies, there's been more bluejays around :) we love giving our nature friends lots of goodies, and seeing them visit our yard :) Holly and i are going to refill our hummingbird feeders this upcoming week, and looking forward to seeing the hummingbirds visiting :)

Our plants, and garden are doing very well, with the nice replenishing rainfall, they're super growing as the summer season continues to blossom :) it's an amazing joy to see how much the plants have grown :) We have some blossoms growing on our zuchinni, cucumber, and yellow squash plants :) it's very nice to see the blossoms :) we have lots of snap peas, raspberries, grapes, apples, and pears growing :) the sunflowers are growing taller and taller, with lots of flowers plants growing :) it's very exciting seeing our tiger lillies blossom, and lots of daisies all around our yard, and garden :) The grass is even growing in more, along with our corn plants doing well in our backyard :) We're looking forward to more gardening, and seeing our summer garden continue to blossom :)We're going to have lots more beautiful flowers blossoming all throughout the season, and also lots of vegetables, and fruits to harvest :) Happy nature, and summer gardening season smiles :)

It was a nice peaceful early morning, we enjoyed our breakfast, and having some hot tea, water, sprite, and iced coffee :) Holly and i put some episodes of TWD on, we love re-watching some classic episodes :) we love seeing if we can discover anything new, from re-watching the episodes :) We're also into the new, TWD, dead city show :) We look forward to watching the new episode tonight :) we have a quiet, peaceful 4th of July holiday planned :) Holly and i are gonna put some movies on ,and also gonna have some foods, snacks, drinks ,and watching the fireworks on tv :) we're going to decorate our table, for the 4th of July :) We look forward to sharing in the holiday with everyone :)

We're enjoying a peaceful sunday :) my family, Holly, and i are in good spirits :) my dad's been doing some uber/lyft driving this weekend, my mom's been resting up, and Holly and i are enjoying watching TWD :) i'm looking forward to blossoming into some more writings this upcoming week :) keeping balanced, focused on good health, and keeping strong through all i've been going through. i'm going to be recieving more of my money back on month, and also on friday, and going to go to my bank to depost a check, i'm determined to add more into my savings, so that it's in my savings in my bank,and i can always see that number, either staying idle, or going up with my continued earnings on the sites :) We're looking forward to some more nature walks, gardening, writing, we also have the 4th of July, sweet treats tuesday, super wednesday mailing an envelope or two here from home ,and lots more, leading us into another super fun baking friday adventure :) i look forward to sharing about our days, adventures, and pictures with everyone in my daily journals :)

There's so much more to look forward too as the summer season blossoms :) the season is filled with lots of awesome seasonal festivities, traditions, holiday's, and birthday celebrations to share in :) We love the special times, and celebrations from month to month as the year goes on :) We love the gardening season and sharing our adventures :) a whole new summer season to share in :) We cherish and treasure, the many special memories being made :) We're very happy, thankful, and blessed, to have you all in our lives, and to be able to share in these very special times of the season with you all :) Thank you angel friends, so very much ,for all that you do for us, for comforting us, uplifting our spirits, brightening our days, and for the very special joy you all bring our hearts :) We deeply appreciate everything, with all of the love of our hearts :) Big group happy sunny caring sunflower friendship hug :) We wish everyone a nice peaceful evening and night :)

-never lose hope :)

To Wildthing, Peaceful Gentle Moments of the day :) Wildthing, we're having a nice peaceful day :) Holly and i are enjoying our show, and checking in on the plants :) We're looking forward to many more times to share in, all throughout the summer season :) focusing on good health, keeping balanced with my days, and enjoying simple joys that brings comfort :) Thinking of you, our dear friend :)

my mom, Holly, and family says hi :) We hope everyone is doing well, healthy, and enjoying a nice day :) awww! :) We love you all bunches and bunches, our sweet dear wonderful guardian angel friends :) We think of you all often :) You all are very special, dear friends, always in our thoughts, prayers, and in our hearts :) Thank you all, for always being here for us :) Wishing everyone a nice upcoming week :)

Happy Summer nature, and gardening season smiles :) Hi angel friends :) Holly and i enjoyed a nice nature walk this afternoon, and checking in on our plants :) They're doing very well, growing and flourishing :) We love our garden, and sharing it with everyne :) it's a very nice time in the season :) We weren't outside for too long, as it got very humid outside here. our plants are replenished from the rainfall this morning, and are soaking up the warmth, super growing :) i took some new pictures of our plants, apples, pears, and grapes :) 

Sunflower :) 

Tomato plants :) 

cucumber plant blossom :) 

corn plants :)