Happy Sat.
Today is a beautiful day. The sun is shinning and the sky is pretty much baby blue. I am at home cleaning the apt today. I will also cleanes the house. It feels sorda down so I will cleans it. My girlfriend and I celebrated our 2 year anniversary. It was really nice. We hung out and just chilled. The week before our anniversary I took us to the beach and stayed in this hotel with rose petels all over, jecuzzi tub in the room and a nice balconey on the beach. Couldnt ask for anything more. I applying for a job soon in a care fascility, So I hope to get it and take my CNA classes. The commission for the blind is gonna help me. So I hope I can get the technology I need for work. My mentalness is ok. I have been having a hard time with my ED plus it is hard beacause one friend of mine told me to walk and that I needed to lose weight. Also my counselor told me to chanllenge the thoughts when I get thoughts about food and stuff. It really sucks and then at one of my doc appoints I saw in my file they labeled me as Obeise. It sucks due to being server asthmatic some of my meds make me gain weight. I feel awful about myself and that I am fat ugly cow. but i am trying. arrggg... Oh well. Anyway other than that life is good. Well I need to go and clean. Toodles.
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Honey, your NOT a fat cow and i really wish you would stop calling yourself that. i love you just the way you are and so does everyone else. The people who dont well they suck ass and dont pay attention to them. everyone could use some getting into shape..hell i do too. We just need to get on a schedule. It will be OK baby. I\'m here for you anytime you need me. I love you