Happy Sat.
Today is a beautiful day. The sun is shinning and the sky is pretty much baby blue. I am at home cleaning the apt today. I will also cleanes the house. It feels sorda down so I will cleans it. My girlfriend and I celebrated our 2 year anniversary. It was really nice. We hung out and just chilled. The week before our anniversary I took us to the beach and stayed in this hotel with rose petels all over, jecuzzi tub in the room and a nice balconey on the beach. Couldnt ask for anything more. I applying for a job soon in a care fascility, So I hope to get it and take my CNA classes. The commission for the blind is gonna help me. So I hope I can get the technology I need for work. My mentalness is ok. I have been having a hard time with my ED plus it is hard beacause one friend of mine told me to walk and that I needed to lose weight. Also my counselor told me to chanllenge the thoughts when I get thoughts about food and stuff. It really sucks and then at one of my doc appoints I saw in my file they labeled me as Obeise. It sucks due to being server asthmatic some of my meds make me gain weight. I feel awful about myself and that I am fat ugly cow. but i am trying. arrggg... Oh well. Anyway other than that life is good. Well I need to go and clean. Toodles.
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