Happy New Year!! Yes, I'm still here....

Hello everyone! Its been a very, very long time since I've written a journal entry and a very, very long time since I've commented, posted or even been on DS. I think of my DS sisters often, and always hold the gratitude in my heart for helping me get through some extremely difficult moments in my life. Although I haven't been an active DS sister, I am always rooting for you and wishing good things for you. 
I wanted to log on today to wish you all a Happy New Year filled with joy, love, peace and for those still waiting, your miracle baby. I know a lot of my sisters have gotten pregnant or adopted and I am so happy for you. For those that are grieving and had a tough holiday season, I wish you peace and comfort (I know all too well the pain and I wish I could magically make it disappear). 
Quick update on me: I am doing ok. 2014 was a challenging year working through a lot of grief knowing I will never have a biological child. We sometimes talk about adoption, but as of this moment, its not looking like a promising option. Likely we will continue to be a child-free couple. There is a hole in my heart that I will likely never be a Mother, but I try and look at the blessings I do have to help me through the dark days. 
Sending you all love, baby dust and comfort - always! 
Happy New Year! xoxoxo