Happy Hypomanic Valentine's Day!

I haven't gone to sleep yet, so it's still Valentine's day to me (note: it's 6:42am as I write this). This is the latest I have been up without sleep in years. I tried all my sleeping pills, sleepytime tea, and then 5 hours later a shot of rum. I have to be up at 5am on Thursday to go see my mom (note: I may not post daily while gone, from this Thursday to next Thursday or so) and I was thinking I might as well just hop on the train today since I've been up all night. But then they wouldn't be ready for me, and I'd have to trade my nice pillowtop bed for a couch for 2 nights. I don't know what shape I will be in on Thursday morning, but I hope I can sleep well Wednesday night so I'm not wrecked when I get to my mom's.
Okay, I'm going back to lie down and make more attempts to sleep. Stupid hallucinations have kept me up most of the night.