Happy Birthday to me?
ok, friday was my birthday. i guess im a little disappointed. i kinda wanted it to be a good day. my bestfriend/roomate invited me out to dinner and a movie. sounded good actually. then we were gonna go listen to a band, and she could dance, then go home. well, dinner SUCKED. i like steaks medium rare and juicy, and this was still MOOOing and bloody, and the veggies i oh so looked forward to were hardly cooked ither. then we had some time to kill so we went to walk around the mall. i need shoes for work. well i found the shoes i was looking for. lol. im an 81/2 to 9. they had only sizes 8 and 91/2. and every other size but the one i needed! in two different stores!! LOL so i pretty much watched my friend buy stuff for herself, cause she decided she didnt want to go to a movie, then we went to the casino, which has a band playing usually. there was no band, so we were there 5 minutes and left. i wanted to do karaoke and pool maybe, figured we would just go in the establishment where i work, since they had bowling, pool, and karaoke.. she didnt want to do that. so we went to a pool hall, played pool for 20 minutes. (whoopty doo) and went home. yuck. i was all emotional that day too, and really just wanted things to work out. its my last birthday without a high chair. so blah. there is alot going on here though. im a little worried. my friends sister in law has chromes disease, and well, the meds made her have a psychotic break, so she thinks she is the messenger to the messiah or something. and my friend here keeps dropping hints about jesus and so on and so forth. she knows i dont follow her faith, so, im going to hell. lol. (((sigh))) again. her sister in law is coming to stay here until her mind is right again, which will be wierd since she called the other day saying that they needed to kick me out cause i would spread the evil upon them. great. just great. things are looking up for me personally tho, with working, and my puppy always makes me feel loved, as she will drop whatever she is doing, and prefers me over anyone else in the house, including the other dogs. but she takes ALOT of attention. i got home from work and she was crying in her little kennel cause she had boo boo'd on herself so i had to give her a bath. lol. i really dont mind though. im a good mommy, but i was SOOO tired. but things are good. business is good at work, and ive made almost 1,000 this week in the 4 days i worked between hours and tips. yay. im planning to have bills at least paid up till june.. so when the baby comes i have nothing to worry about for a couple months and can take my time. shoud be pretty simple. i dont have too many bills since bankruptcy. pretty much my phone and insurance, now rent and other daily expenses. i plan to work as long as i can.. im so sore though. but get as much saved up as i can, and then work part time and start school in june. full time work, i would never see my baby. thats about it. hope all are doing well!!! love you all
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