Happy Birthday to me whoopeee

I remember last yr when you threw me a surprise BD party.  I was totally shocked but remembered I did not get to Olive Garden, well I did today.  It was just blah, no big deal but I did not cry or feel real bad just blah. Seems so subdued do not feel anything celebratory or anything....
The pastures are full of water, the most thats every collected since we moved here 11 yrs ago.  I even had to move water troughs for horses up on higher ground, thats never happened - amazing - but not end of the world.  Your archery buddies came over and brought two pickup loads of hay for me since my Mom has such medical issues right now.  I am too afraid to leave where I can not be reached.  If she has to go back to hospital I want to be free to take off. 
I am trying to look at all that needs to be done in a simpler way: make a list, check only things that absolutely need to be done: new garage does need the siding put on before boards are ruined; bathroom needs to be put back together; rotted fence post need to be replaced, boards replaced and hot wire placed around arena;
Trim around kitchen can wait until......Trim around hallway same
FURNACE trying to decide....what to do, BEfore winter duct work has to be replaced - if I decide to move maybe keep old furnace plugging along
Brakes on car need to be done - put off since Mom ended in hospital
FIND A JOB PT - what a pain that is turning out to be.....scary scary there
 
 

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loveandgrace
loveandgrace

Happy birthday to you! And good for you for getting out there.

Sounds like you have a lot to be concerned about. I understand about the fear in looking for a job. Could be a good thing; you will get to meet people and have new experiences. Hang in there! You\'re doing great. Hugs, Amy
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Happy Birthday :)

Getting out there is a positive step. How is your Mom doing?
It is nice that friends showed up with hay...I understand about not leaving for long. We had months of it during the BMT.

(((hugs)))

Carla