Happy Birthday My Angel

Happy Birthday My Angel;I so love you and God knows that I miss you. I know it isn't until the 22 but i wanted to write to you. 28 years ago I held my tiny baby in my arms. Instant love. I watched you grow into a wonderful woman. You did so much in your short life, you touched so many hearts, you set goals and hit them. Heaven was a goal. All the gifts on Earth can't touch what you have in Heaven. I have so many wonderful memories, when I think of them, I cry sometimes happy and sometimes painful tears. My heart hurts for you and I long to be beside you. I want to hold and kiss you so much. I braid Rays hair and it makes me think of you. I loved doing your hair. Your eyes, hazel green. prettiest eyes I have ever seen. I look at your pictures and those eyes shine through. Your million dollar smile is so missed. I remembered when you got your new retainer (gift from Dr. Klemper) you were so excited because you had 1 tooth that wasn't doing right. You called me and told me about them and your words sounded like they all started with ssss. We both just laughed.I would love to hear your sweet voice, I love the way you said Mom or Momma when you wanted something. You made me so PROUD. I hope I made you happy. You were my best friend, I have many friends, but no one I could talk to like I did you. You were the best at all you did. 1 year ago today Papaw came to live in Heaven with you. I love him and miss him too. I know he is so happy in Heaven with you. I tell him all the time to keep my seat next to warm till I get there. I just can't picture you and him sitting anywhere but at a fishing hole. We went fishing at Johns, I imagined you and Dad all over the pond. I have a lot of pictures of us at Johns. I am lifting 28 helium balloons off on Friday. You love balloons. Keep your wings around Ray and Daddy. I will write more to you soon. Hugs and Kisses, "My Angel Mandi." I love you with all my heart.   I LOVE YOU SO, Mom