Happy B-Day to me! YEH!

If it wasn't for Freddys call today, and you guys being so thoughtfull, it would have been terrible today. I know at times my daughter tries, but I still feel as if she takes advantage of me. What I don't like is she keeps throughing in my face she did this all for me. Maybe I'm being selfish, but I don't think so. I don't want to sit in her living room on her brand new furniture to watch her brand new TV, she bought foolish shit from her income tax money, yes she needed furniture, I'll give her that, but come on now a glass TV stand with 2 small boys who are very difficult to re-direct especially when they are together, then there is the TV, a sterio, which the little one broke already, they just bought a DVD, broke already, toilet flooded already, Jesus Christopher Columbus, her little one isn't even in his terrible 2's yet, he is a little monster at times, into every thing he isn't suppose to be. Its like all I want is some "PEACE". My daughter and I had a huge arguement this evening, some made sence, some didn't. I hate going nose to nose with her, but thats what it came down to tonight, there is more but way to much to get into. I get angry because she thinks she knows it all, plus numereous other things. I'm quick to anger when it comes to my daughter, but I said some thing really stupid tonight to set things off,,,,,'THE PAST"."( Its always thrown in there. I wish Freddy would make it out, even at 25 I think she would change. How does one control anger I wonder? Feelings are so hard to control at times. Good Night Journal!                                                                                  Just Me