Happiness is a fish.. and I am no fisherwoman!!

So...I have been working.. and not thinking or being emotional very much since i have gone on a higher dose of meds. I just.. don't feel much and I was warned of that so here we go..I have been focusing on my career these days and Special Needs is where is at. For once, I am good and safe in my choice.. which is hard for us bipolar folks to do. Work in progress.No love interest, few offers but I can't handle a relationship right now.. though Pride is creeping up soon and I am going to the one here and in Calgary. Maybe a nice hookup and some new friends would be nice.So.. not much really is new. I have a hard time feeling emotion.. thats why we stop taling meds eh? shitty deal...Riss