Happier now, without me
One more night with all these pills One more night I wish to be killed Wishing someone would break down the doorLay me out upon the floor Blood splattered from ceiling to floorFoot steps trailing back out the doorThought the snow Never more... Never more will I feel painWhen my life is over Please promise to remainRemain strongLive onI know I am goneBut life goes onYou will live a happy life Make someone a wonderful wifeBe an amazing women nowI will no longer drag you downCast over you a dark dark cloudWith all of my depressionFor I Will be restingNo my problems givin from meMy demons win I give in to theeI will just let you all beHappier now, without me
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Ummmmmmm NOOOOOOOOOO!!!!! Total bullshit!!!
I felt that way as a tween. And then.....you realize how much you would miss out on if you buy into that bullshit. It is a cry for attention. A cry to be loved when you think you are not worthy. NEWSFLASH. Everyone is worthy of love. Because love is all we are. That is all there is....and you receive it when you claim it for YOURSELF. It is NOT a gift the world gives you. It is not something you can buy or earn. IT IS A STATE OF BEING YOU DECIDE TO BECOME.
You my dear have not decided yet to emminate the LOVE which you are because your ego is having a pity party. That\'s OK you are in good company. I have been there and done that. It sucks. You can give it up anyday YOU decide. No one can do it for you. You have the power to create ANYTHING. You can create a pity party or you can create a nd accept the love joy spirit that you were born to be. Your choice. Your power. You are an awesome powerful soul creating the world YOU want to experience. If you do not like your ISness. Create better. You can do it. You can do be or have anything you choose to create.