hannah.s 2 today[ well was on the 10th ]

       monday..........my niece hannah is 2 today, which means it is 2 years ago  and 10 days i stopped drinking, but it only lasted 4  months.  tuesday, my daughter caroline phoned to say she arranged to go to an aa meeting tonite, great, thats exactly what we both need.wednesday, meeting at 12.00pm. thursday, meeting at 8.00pm.  i need to get it in my head that it is the first drink that gets me drunk. i have wasted so much time trying to control my drinking, and writing drink diaries etc.  aa is my last chance on getting sober for good and giving me some peace in my life.