Half the year is over with already.
I don't know where time goes these days. I guess it has to do with age. And I hate getting older. I had the front of my trailer redone buy a landscaper. Such a nice guy too. To young for me plus he's married. But I felt attracted to him. I never did anything to let him know that at all. I just wish I could meet someone like him closer to my age. I get so lonely at times that I cry about it. And it's not just being lonely, it's having someone to do things with and go places with. My husband has been gone 7 yrs now but I still remember all the things we used to do together. I miss that. I know I am not totally alone for the Lord is with me. And He is watching over me. I just wish He would give me my heart desires. In His time is what people tell me. I am not a patient person. lol I know I need to work on that! And I do!
My brother is in a nursing home. I go out to see him every other day. I do not know how long I can do this. I hate to say this but it's boring to go see him but I feel I ought to. Just me and my sister go see him. Our 2 brothers don't ever go. Oh Charlie saw him Sat but only cus he took out the power chair to him. I don't think he'll ever go back. Family sucks!
I now have 3 cats cus I broght Scott's cat Boss to my place. My 2 girls were not happy at first but slowly getting used to him. I don't know if I will tho. He has no manners at all. Gets on the cupboards and will steal food and treats from my 2 if given the chance. I have to realize who he lived with and that he is younger than my 2 cats. Maybe with my love and direction he will change.
Spent to much on the landscaping. It cost more than what I thought it would since the guy had to bring some dirt in. Ugh!!! Now I have to try to make up that money. Watch the pennies I spend I guess. I have nothing to sell, at least nothing that will give me much money. I feel bad about that and now wish I didn't have it done. To late now.
Well I just wanted to get some stuff off my chest since I have no one to talk to about it. Good night!
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well vin I am glad you came here and got some stuff off your chest.
Sp sweet of you to bring that third kitty home. it will take a while but I hope they all settle in nicely. He is one lucky boy.
Its lonely and I don't know what more you could do to meet someone.
Do you like your church? Do you talk with your minister? maybe they groups You probably have tried all this.
So sorry about your brother and no help from family. I wish you all good things vin.☻
The cats a slowly getting used to each other. With cats all things take time. They don't like change and some take it harder than others. Just like people I guess. My church is ok. But I am a bit disillusioned about the preachers. One has said he does not stop for squirrels and the other one goes hunting. How can you love the Lord but yet kill his animals. I don't get that. I know a lot of men go hunting but preachers too?
thanks for responding Knee, have a good one!
I'm sorry that you're feeling so lonely, vin. Have you ever considered meeting someone online? My hubby and I met online, and we'll be celebrating ten happy years of marriage in October. I realize one has to be careful, but there are a lot of good guys out there looking for companionship too. You're right that God is always with you, but I know it's not the same as having someone physically present in your life. As I age, I've noticed the same thing regarding time. I'm not a fan of getting older either! I don't know much about your brother's situation, but could you take a game to play with him? God bless you for continuing to go and see him when others in your family don't. I'm sure it means a lot to him. I understand your frustration about Boss. I hope he adjusts soon. And re hunting and not stopping for squirrels, I find both to be extremely cruel. I've just never understood hunting as a sport. I guess I'm too much of a tenderheart, but the idea of hurting or killing any animal makes me really sad. Hugs, and hope the rest of your week goes well! Judy
Hi Judy, Yes I have dated men from online dating sites. I just never felt anything for them. They were nice guys but nothing clicked for me. The one guy I dated for 7 mos broke it off cus I got mad when on New Years Eve he went outside 5 mins before midnight to text someone. He should have been with me. Maybe I was wrong but in the end it was for the best anyway. I now know he was not for me anyway. I have dated since but didn't care for the guys. I keep praying about it believe me.
i know someone in a similar circumstance as you, he does what judy is saying, on line dating. hope it works out for you. xxoo