Had my 2nd dr appt leading to my surgery.

I only lost 1 lbs in the month since I've seen my dr. I'm not doing too good with the dieting because I don't want to diet because I always gain weight when I diet. So, this weekend I'm gonna go out and buy a very expensive elliptical trainer. I got my tax refund and I can afford it and I know it will help me. I'm gonna get one that's like the kind at the gym. Precor. I always get a great work out on them and I love to use them. I have an elliptical already that I use but it doesn't give me the kind of workout that I really need so I'm gonna either sell it or give it to my sister or parents.  I'm so glad that today is friday. I'm still worried about my job, but I'm gonna start kicking butt so I don't lose my job. If I lose my job I won't be able to get the surgery. So I have to at least be able to keep my job for the next 6 months so I can get the surgery. After that I will hopefully get a job teaching and then I will be where I want to be in my life.  Since I have been dog sitting I have walked a lot more and now I'm only .25 from accomplishing my goal to walk 100 miles. It is sure going to feel good once it's done. Now I only counted miles I walked with I was exercising not miles that I walked all day. I'm gonna get ready to leave for work now.