had enough

looks like another trip to the doctors for me today. my throat is no better so im guessing my nurse will try and find some kind of antibiotics to feed me. im just fed up now ive had thid for nearly 2 weeks and its just not going. so i will welcome tablets today.if i wasnt feeling so bloody ill i would actually be in quite a good mood. i just feel like screaming as ive had enough now. but sod it i will just have to get along and carry on. as you can probably tell im in a crappy mood so im going to stop and come back later i think. let these demons get out of my system before i start feeling self pity..lol