had a good time

well, I went to that party on Saturday. I ended up having a really good time and even caught up with an old friend who I hadn't seen in about 10 years who went to the party as well. this really helped my anxiety, I'm getting so much better at controlling it. That party was a good way to end a bad vacation week. I'm totally stressing out because I sprained my foot pretty badly on Thursday and I have a show in 3 weeks. My teacher will probably take me out of the show and if this happens who knows what I might do. I'm completely freaking about about all this. I am also falling behind in math. I would like to be done the 25th of May but I don't know if that will happen, I couldn't get much done the week before vacation due to the times I worked. I was gonna try to do school over vacation last week but that didn't happen. I'm stressing so so very much and I just don't know what to do. I just wanna give up everything, school ballet and work. I don't know if I can do this anymore.