had a good christmas, new years eve, and new years day

my holidays were good. i spent christmas with my family and then spent time with my husbands parents in new hampshire. it was good to see everyone. also, i got a chance to reconnect with 2 friends that i thought that i lost but of course i still have worrys about if i messed things up with them when i left. im trying to work through that. it always happends when the time is ending and im leaving. why does it always have happen to me like that? its something i need prayer to get through.