Habit...

I'm not sure why i keep wanting to write these journal's but everytime the night comes and i start thinkin...I always want to keep track of my emotions so i guess thats why i write them here. Guess i found out why huh?..anyway...  So my STBX's birthday today. Apparently it was a "shitty" birthday because the man she left me for...(there relationship lasted 1 month) found a new girlfriend....aww..boo fuckin whoo...We were married for 5 years...and together for 7..and yet im being TOLD and encouraged to meet new people and stuff...wtf's with that. Whatever. Had to get that off my chest tonight. And now for the rest of the night...gonna smoke some greenry and relax to some power metal \m/