hate

It is 2 at night.Good morning everyone,I do not feel like sleeping again.I know why.I sleep too much yesterday.I feel so alive that I can go to work.I wish I can get a night job.I feel bad this afternoon.I feel upset.I feel like I hated the whole world.What is so good about this world?I am looking at jobs.There are really not many jobs I can do.I just hate this world.I want to give up.I found the trading teacher.I cannot understand how is he going teach me through the computer.Will I understand him?It is 8. I feel low.I think I have to go out.