Hate
I hate him. Most days I wish he was dead. All that matters to him is his porn and this game called Runescape. I hate him for all the pain he's put me through. I hate him for always hurting me. I hate him for treating like shit. I hate him for ignoring me. I hate him for beating me until I'm soaked in blood. I hate him for hurting my feelings over and over and over and over and over again. I hate him for putting everything first.I hate him because he is an abusive fucking prick. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I wish he was rotting in the ground. I hate him for all he has done to me. I hate being the abused housewife. I want him to leave and never come back. I want him to go back to the shitty fucking place he crawled out of and to never come back.He has me wanting to die. He has me about to commit suicide every day. He tells me I'm worthless, but I'm beginning to think HE is. No one wants him- not even his own family. What a fucking piece of shit loser!
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I hate it that you are so unhappy.... I\"m here if you need to talk.
I can tell you that you are right about him being worthless. You are a wonderful, strong, beautiful, improtant person. When he says you are worthless, tell yourself that he is wrong. He does not have the ability to see how wonderful you are. That is his problem and not your fault.
Awwww Melinda. You poor thing. My heart is heavy just reading yoru story. Don\'t worry girl, we got your back and it helps to vent just like you\'re doing now.
I\'m also unhappy in my relationship. My husband goes out drinking and he verbally abuses me. We\'re trying to make it work, but I think our marriage is on its last leg.
My thoughts are with you and you have us here at DS if you need to vent some more. I hope things look up for you hun. No one should live unhappy....