Help..

All these twisted thoughts consume my mind as I lay in bed-I twist and turn,wanting the pain to fade away-hours pass as I lay disturbed-controled by these visions,I try to bleed-yet Im to realistic to know the regret Ill face-hiding and lying. But other nights,although I fear,I take the risk and get lost in trance-I feel nothing but the need of pain and the sight of red-consume me from reality.