guilty feelings

I am finally able to do laundry again. Getting back into being a mom...I feel so guilty because I am so out of it when I have an "episode" that I am not there for my children.  I was doing laundry and found that my 9 year old had a bad day...looks like she had diahrrea.  I was totally unaware that she had been sick and had an accident. I feel so guilty about not being there for her. I want to cry that whatever is making me ill has taken me away from my children!   They are such great kids...they have been taking care of me.  I just feel like I have missed the past three months with them because I have been knocked off of my feet.  I plan to stay well now and not have another relapse.  Let's hope that my body and brain agree with me.  My children have been with their father for the weekend, so I plan to greet them with great big hugs when I get to see them tonight!
Bought Wii Fit Plus over the weekend.  Started doing some yoga and some of the balance games. Working on getting my balance stronger and my muscles stronger. Not sure if it will make much difference when I get hit with an "episode" but it is worth a try. Also drinking my coconut water each day.