Guess I didn't put it all together yet.

Well in my last entry, I stated that finally all the pain had been put together and I was diagnosed with Fibromyalgia. Was I wrong about having it all put together at that point. My blood test results came back, and not only do I have Fibro but I have Sjogren's Disease, Lupus and just to round it all out, the Epstein Barr virus. Oh and I can't forget to mention CFS. I am feeling so terrible and having so much pain that I don't know how much longer I will be able to carry on with the "normal" life. By that, I mean trying to look like I'm fine, going to work everyday and carrying on meanful conversations. So far, as I know many others have already found out, nothing medication wise, is really doing much.  Except for maybe making me feel worse. I have not started the medication yet for Lupus and Sjogren's because I mailed away for it.  It's probably going to be a waste of time too. Anyway, just wanted to complain because it just hit me recently... I'm stuck with these diseases the REST OF MY LIFE. Oh my god!