grrrrrrrrrrrr.........................

my doctor was supposed to call in test strips and needles for me meter and she never did.....the pharmacy said that they called it in....the pharmacy said they never filled it.....i called the office AGAIN and made them fill it....after 30 minutes it STILL wasn't called in...it's pissing me off and making me want to go to the office and stand there while they call it in.....but i can't.....i'm anxious and nervous and scared and just all these emotions rolled into one.....i just wanna take a nap and just sleep and sleep and sleep and sleep and sleep.......i've still been restricting and my depression is through the roof....i just wanna sleep....that's all i want....when i sleep all m problems seem to go away....but then the return when i wake up **sigh**