Grrrr (from journal of losinghopeelly)
GRRRR Sunday, February 19, 2012 | A Venting story
I so hate it when they mess with my insulin. My body has to readjust to the new doses which means headaches, nausea and the whole works. It means throwing up if I even look at a food wrong not to mention eat something wrong which I never know what its going to be. I am so very sick of insulin, the shots and messing with my system its not funny I need to be stabilized.
I so hate it when they mess with my insulin. My body has to readjust to the new doses which means headaches, nausea and the whole works. It means throwing up if I even look at a food wrong not to mention eat something wrong which I never know what its going to be. I am so very sick of insulin, the shots and messing with my system its not funny I need to be stabilized.
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Ok you know its bad when you are not even able to keep down plain water for more than five minutes. I\'m so done with this I read the all the posts about nausea after surgery for a while until you get used to what your system can and can\'t handle. I live with the nausea as a pretty much normal part of my life. When you have a \"bucket\" by he toilet so that you can throw up into it and no pee your pants you know that your life has hit a new low. I\'m tired of living in fear every day. Fearful of my blood sugar numbers spiking to high, blood sugars dipping to low, if I eat this like yesterday will it make me sick today, will I get so sick today that I can\'t keep anything down and be throwing up all the time. Those are the days when I just want to curl up in a ball and cry my eyes out and worse yet just give up. Because living life as it is right now I see no end in sight. At least with the surgery I know that there will be a learning curve and an end in sight.