Greetings Everyone

It has been a very long week. Lots of work and hardly no sleep or play. But I am actually getting used to it. As the date of MayLyn's demise gets closer I feel the onset of that damn black cloud! I would love to flip it off and make it go far far away, but I know it wouldn't work. I could drink all day and call out from work I guess but that would suck 'cause I know how I feel after a night of drinking and it takes me a lot longer to recover now that I am a little older. I miss her so much! I have been pouring over some of her pictures this past week, like I do every week, silly me. One stood out in particular. A picture of all of us at the church, standing in front of the sign Bethel Primitive Baptist Church established sometime in the late 1800's. And there is a pic in the group of MayLyn at the age of 12 1/2 standing directly over the ground where she is now buried. It blows me away when I have the thought that none of us new that in exactly 12 1/2 years we would be burying our little girl there.I love you all, stay in touch, much hugz.jacqueline PLH