Great things , bad feelings

Journal entry 9
Well basically what the title says my life being openly bi to my friends is suppose to be going great but then why do i feel so empty sometimes and ashamed, they accepted me right ? i should be happy i should move on but i feel like i can't, i feel like not being completely out of the closet makes me upset like i am ashamed of being who i am and it is true i am not always thrilled but i at least don't deny it anymore and most of the times i am proud of it but it is hard i feel so alone sometimes, i know i should not have anything to worry about i know that i am in point in my life where i should just move on but i can't i am stuck in this awful moment where i just think i am invisible i thought people who r invisible should not have such complex lives.