Gratitude lists for Today

Why does everyone seem happy.  Why am I always struggling with life? 
Anyway Gratitude List. 
1.)  Grateful for groups to go to discuss issues and get feedback. 
2.) Grateful for my job and being able to keep it despite my brain.
3.)  For the very fear I am feeling for it guides me in the right path and letting me know that hey I probably should do  gratitude list. 
4.)  For the Habit Judo and someone taking time to create the program. 
5.)  My Kindle and reading great expectations a good book. 
6.)  For my co-workers who are all messed up in their own ways but come together to do a good job and feel supported. 
7.)  The ability to change and get back onto my career goals.
8.)  For my nieces Cheyenne and Sara for although they don't know I struggle with mental illness they love me all the same.
9.)  Creators of Uncharted 3, WOW what a good game.!
10.)  The ability to close 5 work orders a day and maintain my job.