gratitude

 i went to a meetng last night and could not be arsed if im honest and i told them that last night but after the break i realised everyone was sharing about gratitude wow i shared and was truly full of gratitude im plodding along day to day nothing great happening in my life hmmm except that lovely bike lol no but i am just happily living each day but bang last night hit home how gratefull i am for AA the rooms the people on here i cried while sharing that is the first time i have cried since the day i went in to the meeting pissed and said im mark and im a alcoholic i was crying with happiness and gratitude happy days xx i laughed this morning i watch something for the weeekend and the bloke kept saying happy days lol today i went and did my christmas food shop it was great i had a £120 to spend 2 years ago it was spent on alcohol and nibbles was a bit odd walking down the green mile ( alcohol alley ) but i quickly moved away from it i felt myself staring a little more than i should be happy days to you all peace and lots of love