grrrr

grrr thats 2 days in a row now that ive missed the bus 'funny' thing is i was up but wasnt out early enough. luckly i culd get a lift from my boyfriend. i so hate mysself at the mo an parents aarent helpin dad says "thats what u get for bein up all night" grrr for fuck sake i can't help that i cant sleep an have to make myself eat at least one thing a day.....