Gotta get a hold on this stress!

Last week cortisol was streaming though my body. Thought I would manage it when I came back home. Did spend a couple days not doing much and not feeling guilty about it. Today, found out gd is missing 3 math assignments and has a science project due on Wednesday. So irritated. She just got her privileges back and was caught up. She doesn't seem to be able to control this. Pretty common for a 12 yr old, but it makes more work for me. Was feeling sorry for myself and so angry at the "adults" who have left all the work to me. Pissed at my daughter and my husband. But, looked online and there are grandparents who aren't even able to see their grandkids. So I am going to just shut up and love them. I ended up helping gd with her tennis ball catapult and cuddling with gs. Have to leave them alone tomorrow and be gone for 2 days after that. Hope all goes well and they follow the rules. Thank goodness my cell phone is back to working well. At least I can communicate with them. Just have to get over this chest discomfort and shakiness that I know comes from stress. Gotta follow my goal of "Keep Calm and Carry On".