got my meds

I've been struggling because I wasn't able to access my meds but I find that know that I have them I have less anixety and hopefully helps subside the symptoms that I've been feeling, the past couple of days have been rough battling self haterd and the inability to sleep properly but I've been channeling all the extra energy into productive things like learning Manderin and baking cakes and cookies which unfortunately took place at three in the morning last night but I am proud that I successfuly fought the urge to self harm and tried my best not to listen to the delusions or voices in my head. overall, I think it shows I've made progress even I've been meeting my therapist twice a week now, I think it's a good thing and I hope that from this can come a new beginning for me, a turning point and even if I fall, I'll get back up again.