Goodness

WEll I am so sorry guys. I hadn't realized it had been so long since my last confession. In the missing expanse of time, I have gotten a job working with kids in a program called Kidcare. Its an afterschool, on campus childcare program and I absolutely adore it. I have started organizing the household, and getting my life into some resemblance of order. I have patched things over with my sweet sweet Tyrone, and we are better than ever. I have no complaints, and we are working so well together. As far as Chippy goes, he seems all entranced with Katie, so I am happy for him, and have moved on past all of that. I love him regardless, dont misunderstand, I just... we seem to distant from each other now, and I dont seem to mind. Anyway.... Other than that... I havent seen my brother much lately. Which makes me sad, that used to be my weekend ritual lmfao. But I guess he's doing alright or we would have heard something from him.   I have however, been hanging out with my friend Shawn and her husband alot lately, and I have enjoyed that.  Up until they start fighting that is.... they do that wayyyyyyyyyyyyyy too much, but they got married young, and she has a high school mentality, and life just doesnt work that way. Other than that.... Im living in the Floridian heat without any air conditioning, and it really bites mud pies. Though, I am thankful that there's at least a breeze and slightly cooler temperatures out there tonight. Which is a small blessing, but a blessing none the less understand?   My job has been tiring me out. Especially today because we had in the ballpark of 60 something children.  I slept like hell for around 4 or 5 hours last night when I woke up this morning to the sound of water, and I had to get up and check out what it was. Well apparently something with the air conditioner is haywire because water was dripping out of the ducts, and thats never good. So for them to come out is $70, and that really makes me want to cuss up a storm, because they told us its all under warranty, and would be fixed without charge, so much for that shit huh?   Not only that but I recently found out I have Bells Palsy and its not "cureable" so... Its just something I will have to learn to live with. Dont worry guys it isnt fatal or anything, but it's still not good for me. yua know? It makes it hard to drink, hard to eat, to do really anything with my face, but Im strong I'll move past it. Now, In closing, I hope all is well, and that you guys can find a place of your own in this world of ours. Love to all.