Good until...

So I've been prayimg like crazy and really soaking in all that God is and for a few days I was doing great...until he called. It always hits me like a ton of bricks when we talk because he is so cold. After our conversations  I feel so hurt and rejected. I know he's moved on but he won't come clean. Every thing is secrets lies and or else's.  All I do is walk on egg shells. I know my God is bigger than my husband's cruelty and my hurts. 
 
FATHER,
Please help the brokenhearted. Comfort and strengthen them. Send people to minister to thehurt. Heal them and guide their steps. Thank you for being Good, Right, and Perfect which is called HOLY. Help us not to focus on what's before us and how that makes us feel but instead to cling to our FAITH in You. 
Amen