Good night John Boy

I really want to take an ice pick to this kidney stone. It would feel better, I'm sure. All I have to take is percocet and they are just too strong for me, I get too high and it is embarrassing. Today I cut one in half and took the small half to get through work. It still made me sick to my stomach but at least I wasn't drooling.  Reading through the old journals from 2007 is a trip! It's like I'm reading someone else's writing about things that I did. I don't even know that girl anymore. I say girl because I seem so young then. So naieve. Did I spell that right? I feel as if I have matured. I'm not sure if it is a good thing or how I feel about it but right now I take a deep sigh and enjoy the wisdom. Good night John Boy.