GOOD morning
I woke up today feeling ok i thought it would be a bad morning. Suzette's best friend Cassie came over last night with her hubby and baby(Aaron-Suzette's godson), Cassie has been here every step of the way with us and we have always thought of her as a daughter, she is good with the boys(i think they have crushes on her), she has a good hubby who is great with Aaron and my boys. It is hard when she comes over sometimes cause, well you know... anyway, our hubbys talked us into a game (or 2) of darts and i had FUN for a couple hours forgot about everything except the game and i even got 2nd place on both games(my hubby was first), a great feat on my best day. Later, of course, i felt guilty for "fogetting" her that couple hours and fell asleep apoligizing to her, I thought it would be bad this morning but i woke up feeling "ok", even laughed and joked with the boys before school. Now if i can just avoid everything.....maybe it will be an "ok" day.
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Glad you had an okay day, this is good. I\'m also glad that you enjoyed yourself and had some fun. You have to allow yourself these small pleasures. Think of it this way, would Suzette want to you pine your life away, or enjoy the gift of life that was given to you. I think we both know the answer to that. Baby steps, take each day as they come, each moment as it happens. It\'s okay, to laugh, cry, or whatever, but remember this if your having fun or laughing you are not forgetting your angel. Your doing what she would want you to do. Take Care of U. Love and Hugs.