Good Luck-Bad Luck
Ok so here it goes,I got a job as a dietary aide at the nursing home,went for orientation and was suppose to be only on call,well turns out one of the ladies there has a enlarged liver and can't work for the next month,so I am taking her place,I have been training as a cook,server on line and I really like that,but her job was in the dish room,(washing dishes,and 2 days doing the desserts,not sure about that one,but atleast for the next month I am full time instead of on call which is good financially.Ok so now the bad,the trailer we have (1994)is in big trouble electrically,I'm not sure exactly what it is,but it is expensive,around 2000 dollars plus,suppose to get help from inlaws on that,but will end up being out of house and staying at my neices for atleast a week,maybe more and they are in the middle of moving.Tommorrow is 11 months since Pat died,geting so close to a year,kind of scared of that day,(aug 1)not sure how to handle it,going to go release balloons,but what else to do,then again may have to work,so not sure how to handle that either,a nursing home is very busy,and I won't have time for tears,but afraid they will come anyway. Just hoping and praying all this works out,need prayers
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I CAN offer prayers, wish I could offer more. That 1 year mark is tough! Sounds like you have a lot going on to complicate it even more, but who knows maybe the distraction will help? For me and many others, the anticipation of that anniversary was actually worse than the day itself. But the weeks leading up to it are very trying. I will keep you in my prayers. But I actually stopped and spoke a prayer for you just now - for your job, your finances, your repairs, and your time away from your home. I know God will be there for you as he is so many of us, but that doesn\'t get rid of the fear, the pain, the anxiety. Thinking of you....Angie
Sending prayers and . Good luck my friend...Hugs Wendy
I am sending my prayer for you as well, dear one. Please know that God will be there for you in a way that is best for you; it may not come to you as you expect, but you will be blessed for comfort and your needs. I am so sorry for this matter. Please feel my care. Lots of love to you!
We havent talked for awhile-just read your journal-good you found some work-I am still trying.I think you\'ll find the 1 year anniversary wont be any more painful than you feel everyday-been my experience...it\'s all painful no matter what day it is.But balloons will be nice-we did that too when we were able-balloons on holidays.I\'l be thnking of you and hop yu get the trailor repaired ok.Love Lois
Glad that you have found work and sorry to hear about the problems with the trailer. Hopefully all will turn out ok for you.
The days leading up to the one year were hard for me but a bit of a relief now that all the first are over. I don\'t know if the seconds are any easier....wis you well whatever you decide to do.....hugs
My sweet Mary, My prayers are always sent up for you and your family. I am so glad you are working full time.
God put you where He needs you (remember a soul needs to see Jesus in you today each day you wake up and He will provide that soul, all you have to do is listen to Jesus and say and do as He says, the rest will be Glory for God).
Always remember God only gives all we can we can handle, I ask that Christ filled Angels from Heaven and Christ filled earthly angels come to aid you with your trailer. Only Jesus can move mountains, so what is a trailer to Him? Remember that, ok?
He will make that trailer livable for you and if His will is for you to be in a different place, He will do that too.
So start praying that He will put your family in a Home that He wants you in and if you are to learn from the trials of the trailer, ask Him to reveal the teachings so you can go on from there.
Hugs & God Bless,
Judy