Good health!!!

Well, I want to feel good.  My surgery is scheduled for April 19th.  I am so excited and so scared at the same time.  I am a worrier.  I worry that I won't recover well, or that something will go wrong.  I am trying to focus on a month down the road.  The feeling of losing that first 10 pounds.  OMG I can taste it lol.  I know this is the best thing for me.  I know I have to do this and I know I will feel so much better in the long run. 
I am looking ahead.  I have had a great deal happen in the past year.  Break up, brother died, financial difficulties and now it is time to focus on the good this surgery is going to bring me. 
I want to see my grandchildren get married and I know if I don't have this surgery, that won't happen.