good days and bad

i find when have p.m.s its always my saddest time. i get really down and feel lost and cant deal with feelings and emotions as well. just wish could slow down sometimes and not let mean people upset me so much. i asked her to stop told her wasnt running my store way it should be. i would never treat my boss the way i allow my associates to treat me and dont know how to put a stop to it i have made alot of errors in past year and not always done things correctly and afraid its gonna bite me in the ass. i just cant work like this anymore. she has no respect and i take everything she says and does very personnally. why do i let it bother me so. i need fix it